last couple of days
Is Trish turning manic again? Or has she just been doing extremely well on the antidepressant properties of Lamictal? (When the Lamictal is in her blood & the blood is in her head, then she's better off than dead & I guess that I just don't know -- heroine, be the death of me!) So Sunday, she obsessively went thru all the old video tapes & DVDs that she'd collected compulsively, taking everything off the shelf & categorizing it.
Then the day after, I mailed Galaxies #2 to Stan Schmidt, even though I'm not that optimistic about him buying it. He did say he liked the ideas, but I've simply had so many problems writing to fit his -- or anyone's -- "formula" that I'm despairing of even selling a single piece professionally before I die. I'll keep writing, I'm driven where it's regarded, but even though Stan is soliciting my submissions -- maybe this is the beginning of the depression that's sure to follow the mania that developed last winter.
Trish would tell me to be optimistic, though. She's such a good woman. She goes out to Pizza Hut & works every day, so I can stay home & be creative.
I love my Bumble Bee Girl. Better than all the rest.
Then the day after, I mailed Galaxies #2 to Stan Schmidt, even though I'm not that optimistic about him buying it. He did say he liked the ideas, but I've simply had so many problems writing to fit his -- or anyone's -- "formula" that I'm despairing of even selling a single piece professionally before I die. I'll keep writing, I'm driven where it's regarded, but even though Stan is soliciting my submissions -- maybe this is the beginning of the depression that's sure to follow the mania that developed last winter.
Trish would tell me to be optimistic, though. She's such a good woman. She goes out to Pizza Hut & works every day, so I can stay home & be creative.
I love my Bumble Bee Girl. Better than all the rest.
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